JOURNEY SO FAR!
It took me some time to get '' a proper accommodation'' and I was thinking in womb
'' how would I have been thought to give birth? ‘’AND finally I was born.
In course of time I felt it is a ''MAN'' -meant to be called '' FATHER'' who must have decided for '' MY EXISTENCE'' .
I was possibly noticing him when I wasn't mature enough to feel his affection for the first time when he embraced me.
He was touched with the pleasure and seemed to be satisfied with what that almighty has given him and that gift was '' I''.
Then I was taught a word '' MAA'' but I looked at him, crying and my childish expressions insisted him to embrace me again.
I was being taught a few necessary words especially my own name and it had to be remembered . It was '' HE'' who was my teacher, guardian rather a ''MACHINE'' to take care of all my needs and worries.
I turned into a girl from a baby but he seemed to be no different rather it feels I'm still his '' BORN BABY''. Problems , unpredictable adversities , pleasures , happiness, sorrow took place and entered our life but your '' TREATMENT CANNOT BE DEFINED''.
He came to me to scold but he couldn't do so. I listened to a word from him and it was '' LIFE'' though it is an '' ORDEAL'' for me till now when I have already turned 22 yes I'm.
Lol...His reactions rather acceptance when he saw birthday cards and greetings given by my friends especially who are '' BOYS'' . His sentence '' THERE IS NO GENDER DISCRIMINATION'' . I can still remember that. It was ''HE'' indeed my teacher and an ultimate solver of my one and the only question '' WHY''?
He has never told me to do this or that but his attitudes towards me'' LET HER DO ON HER OWN NOW''.
Acceptance of flexibility and positive attitudes towards life have proved precious today.
He cannot stay out of any matter of mine and his life is just '' INCOMPLETE'' without me.
His habit of '' nail biting'' and loud man like voice while T.V is on and I'm coming beside him to be seated and his sentence has still been the same '' your habit of nail biting is very bad. It may harm you.'' The only habit which I have learnt from him and we laugh at once together.
His honesty , kind, helping nature makes him '' ADORABLE AND FAVORITE'' among all of us but he is a little bit strict too but I got used to it.
When he doesn't summon me to have a talk with him I find myself in trouble.
His praiseworthy characteristic is '' how to get involved in matter for welfare and how to stay out of any matter for development''.
Sometimes I think of our riots of teasing my mom which should be exposed but he need not worry because they will never be exposed.
Yes here it comes how can I forget it? '' LITERARY SENSIBILITY'' in which he has mastered . I wish I would have had as much as he has but whatever I have it surely comes from him.
Listening to music, Writing thoughts, reading articles and thinking from the real perspective . These all I'm fond of doing have come into existence and the only reason is '' HE''.
I have been taught nothing but just one thing and it is called '' HUMANITY'' . He always wonders whether I have understood or not but I have learnt one thing only.
'' This life is meant to be learnt or felt and It is not meant to be taught ''. We cannot rely on our eyes or about the things that are taking place before our eyes but we just have to explore those things.
I cannot prevent myself from taking delight when he looks ugly yes it is ''HE'' who makes me wake up early in the morning just because he cannot sleep till 8 o' clock. My every morning starts when he wakes me up with warm feelings just because he wants me to accompany him. That is the best moment when I feel blessed to have him.
Sometimes he doesn't scold me because he doesn't have the guts to scold me instead I scold him many times saying'' Why don't you understand a simple thing? Are you bent on doing this in future ?''
With whom I have never conversed because there is no place for communication . You just understand me without my '' EXPLANATION''.
It makes me feel like '' AN ANGLE'' when people find his reflection within me.
We share. We talk. We express. He has always been '' MY MAN'' and will be FOREVER .
Yesterday was the father's day and I had to update this as my status.
Love you papa.
JOURNEY SO FAR.......
To be continued.......


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